Myself

I  am the one that stays alone in the house,
I am the one who's bored to get out.

I am sorry for being so loud,
But I feel I gotta shout.

Why I was young I was so outgoing,
But I close in myself everyday.
I like how I am but I wanna change.


Those who know me say I'm strange,
But they never try to ma a change.

I got only 4 good friends,
And I like this.
If I tell you the truth you will call me dark and insane,
Maybe not even that, because the dark is me and I am the dark,
My mind is full of blood and sadistic,
But you can't see in my heart, as my 4- friends can.

I hate to be in large groups, I try to shut up, but I hate
To be misunderstand, even if  it happens to me.

I make grammar-spelling mistakes, because I am not perfect.
I hate because it's my way of being.
I can't be controlled because I am … myself.

I fucking don't like fights… but I will fight and I will stand.

Stop thinking you know me, because you don't.

Don't ever joke of my country, or I kill you.

I don't accept clowns. Problem?

I never said something bad about any country, so why should you tell smth. bad about Romania.

Ask me and I will answer, critic me and I will change, say smth. bad about and I will be ok,  you understand.

You may pass me on your way,  you may ask yourself who I am,
You may stop me and ask me who I am.
If you do, I will answer: The one hiding in the shadow, that one who kill you in your dreams, I am myself.
You may also just pass by and be scared to ask, because of my eyes.
Look in my eyes and you have 4 choices: Run, ignore, tell me you like them or fall in love.


I change everyday.
This is me…

Between me and the world is a wall,
This is what I feel.
Are you enough brave to break trough to me?

Did you know that I could be and angel send by above?
And if I am, what happens?

I am not your angel, I am a guardian.
I am your guardian.